Monday, January 28, 2013

迟了的2013年心志



  我是个没有什么特色的人,性格又倔强得很。虽然一直想表现给别人看——这个就是我,却又害羞。给人称赞的时候也会不好意思,让人帮忙会觉得内疚。真是,什么心理状态?明明只想过轻轻松松享受的日子,做事还是会一头热地栽了进去,不知不觉就尽全力。栽了进去还不用紧,偏偏又是极端的人。做得不理想,就干脆随便敷衍了事。真是讨人厌啊!

  这样晃晃悠悠过了19年。一直让自己不努力,不尽全力。我很努力的让自己不尽力。老实说,痛苦吗?不会,可是是担忧的吧?因为内心恐惧着,怕自己努力了也做不到梦想中的样子,所以干脆不努力了。这样是我不要做,不是不会做。我是骄傲的,一直这样自欺过活。

  可是今年就是20岁了。熬了十个“1”字头的双单位岁数,今年已经20岁!是个新的开始。用了一个月,一直想不清楚自己该干什么。直到现在,就定为“坦率”吧!

  首先要接受自己。优缺点都要承认——这就是我。认清楚自己,才可以慢慢改掉那些缺点。还有在设计上,也要好好认真,坦率地展现自我风格。老实说,老是借着“research”的名义去合拼别人的艺术,真的很坏,感觉糟透了。

Sunday, January 13, 2013

幻想马六甲

跟朋友到马六甲走了一趟,来到著名的红屋时,心中有股奇异的感觉。沉静,但是却兴致勃勃。

 看着并排的红色建筑物,脑子里偷就冒出一堆幻想。


是不是在闷热的午后,那些年轻的姑娘、打扮得体的青年,会三三两两的围着雕刻繁华的喷水池坐着,彼此嘻嘻闹闹,一点也不担心未来?




从前在没有小贩摆摊的宽大走道,在清晨只显得寂静。在天还未全亮,有一个穿着宽大道服的黑色身影一步一步踩在红砖上。微凉的清晨,风中传递的是那踏实而缓慢的脚步声。无意中仰头,就看见整排紧闭的白色窗户中,有一扇已经打开。平日那个最调皮的金发孩子倚在窗台,看着他,热情灿烂的笑着。那是只有不知人间疾苦的孩童才能展现的笑容。高大的黑色身影只是微微笑着,却尽显真诚。谁能忍心对一个孩子诉说世界的残忍?之后,又是低着头,踽踽独行。清冷的早晨,因为那个笑容,增添了一丁点的温暖。



晒自己的照片

























Monday, January 7, 2013

Beauty

This era, admire beauties is not male's privilege. I like to see beauties who are in a special temperament. It is some thing feel like very cool or what, I can define it clearly. I like to see beauties laugh without caring their appearance or occasion. REAL is what make them beautiful!


Alessandra Ambrosio is one of the models I like the most. Don't you feel she is very cool?



YOU is model of Japanese magazine <Mina>. Her style always in simple and neat.
She look so nice by wearing only a simple t-shirt without any image on it!


Yoona from girls' generation is fascinating!
She make people feel fresh!




Sunday, January 6, 2013

Midnight McDonald

I was reading <The Second Bakery Attack> by Haruki Murakami that time. I didn't know why, I just felt like want to go McDonald at the midnight. The story made me want to eat burgerssS, right now! And I would like to have seven double cheese burger and one LARGE Coca-cola!

If I could, I would like to shifted a lot of comic to McDonald and stay one night there!

Haiz...McDonald have magic! It made people addicted!

Saturday, January 5, 2013

5/1/13

Today was quite nice. I had cheese tuna bread for my breakfast. A slide of cheese was put on top of the tuna bread. For my brother's girlfriend, she liked to have thick tuna on the bread. But I was a cheeselism (addicted to cheese) I just put a little tuna on the bread and it made me can tasted the cheese full in my mount. *My brother's girlfriend live in the opposite house of our house.

While did the house works with my brother's girlfriend, we played <Die Schopfung/ The Creation> by Joseph Haydn. Sound good, it was not hurt the ears. However, I was not understand or had any feeling to the songs. It was too profound to me. My brother like that, so he played it. I was not oppose him. Lazied to oppose.

At twelve, I had my first English Communication class. I thought the English class was the best thing today as my favourite weekly bible class had cancel. Understand weak point and over come it is a very enjoyable process. May be it is sorrowful to admit the weakness, but we can only improve ourselves by face it.

I went my aunt's house at night. I love to go to her house since my niece-in-law had been born. My niece-in-law is so cute, super cute! She is the first baby I could hold in my arm.

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

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High tea with friends~





Lunch with friend at Chilis

 


Hoho~ Lamb Shoulder



Steamboat at aunt's house.
My aunt bought fish cake in angry bird's shape!
So cute!



They are playing angry bird~~~wahaha!


Lunch with bro n sis



Eating words...