The heart feel for love

They are all so cute.

The guy who with pink chic when his "her" is there.

The girl who nervous for every detail of her "him".

They are all innocent and cute and sweet.

And, I do not have my "him".

I am not feeling lonely. I am really happy for my friends who have so deep feeling of love in their young time.

Just may be I am too childish (or too old) to feel for the feeling. I am curious too, for the day, how I would think of a guy every time.
Mood swing for him.
Think of him.
Guess what he is thinking.
Want to share to him.

... ...

Too shy to say

Got many thing to tell. Wish to say thank you, wish to apology, wish to tell you how much I appreciate you. But, I am too shy. Too shy to tell you that. My tongue become so clumsy and my brain is lack of words when I want to say that.

Thank you, I really appreciate you appear in my life.

Thank you God put you all in my life.

Year 3 of Degree

Addicted to one guy's posts on Instagram.

I never addicted to Wifi. However, this times, I cough every chance to connect to Wifi, on Insta to just see his latest post.

His posts had bring me so many inspiration, thank you.

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Anywhere, new sems had started for two weeks. It's do tiring. I don't means that I don't like it or it's boring. It's just because it is so meaningful and make me want to be serious with it, so make me so tiring. 

I feel like want to challenge new thing. I not aim for high score, I just want to challenge myself to see how am I thinking. What is my limitation? How this help me?

And, all of this, not to prove my ability, not to proud of myself. It is for to help me have a better way of thinking and let me be more serious and responsible to my life.

I likes my friends. Sure I likes them. Just...I could not integrate into them. We share different values, habits, and hobbies.

"You need to come out from your shell."

I knew it. But it is very hard when I don't want to be like them. I am so scare that I will be transform or at least affect by them. I don't know what I will become...

But they still nice person.