情绪混乱的星期五

感情啊，你是个谜;
情绪啊，就是惟恐天下不乱。

而，为某人着迷的我是个白痴。

27 November 2015

许多天不码字了，今天的手指重新在键盘上舞动，只为了纪念这一班可爱的人。

他们给我举办了欢送会。实在惊喜。我一直认为他们是比我更成熟、更严谨的人，是无论如何也不会做这种事的。我知道他们平日有多累，我知道我是多么不善言辞，我知道自己什么也没真正给他们帮上忙……所以实在惊喜。

感谢上帝。这是非常非常大的恩典。这样的友谊。

The things a graphic designers put in office

Of course what I am going to state here

is the things except from your mac or laptop, bamboo, sketch books...

and the basic tools for design.

This list is about the elements that

polish your working environment.

So here you go!

1. Mouth freshner.

Keep your mouth fresh can possibly help you

maintain the good relationship with your co-workers.

And this show your politeness too!

2. Caffeine

I think the designers can understand this.

3. EyesMore

Ya, designers face computer, computer and computer...

And we take care at every little detail.

So we really use our eyes very hard.

Just moisturise  your eyes when you feel it is sour.

4. Sunglasses

Just like I had state above. Designers' eyes are important.

So, protect them.

Wear a sunglasses to look at the screen when

you are not due with colors,

to cut off some light reflection to your eyes.

5. Raisins

Tada~~~and finally~! 

Keep your brain well for longer life!

May be this is just a humour post. Wish you enjoy.

早餐与赶车

我有许多个早晨，得在公共交通工具转折站呆上一段时间。

在这个繁忙的社会，我很难得有了让别人称羡的早餐时间。

功课与食物

大学的生活，是一种消耗的状态。然而，并不是消极。

只是感受到随着岁月的流失，连思考能力的体力也赶不上年少了。

所以，做功课的时候，总是会配上一杯茶。

我不好咖啡，虽然偶尔会来那么一杯，却更执着于茶香。

Glad...and more, is touching

I just came back from a short summer camp and as a teacher there.

It is a SUPER nice experience. I would not doubt that this is one of the best memory in my life.

The students are pure, innocent, friendly......they are so good that I don't know how to describe them. They are so so so lovely and cute.

So glad for joining this camp. And I am not only glad, but more, is touching. I saw all people's effort there.

Thank you for bringing me there.

We are friends! I wish them always keep their good hearts, but worry they get bullied by others when they go outside to the world.

I just miss them.

khoi khidhod them...
ຂ້າພະເຈົ້າພາດເຂົາເຈົ້າ

Short notes

One friend say she don't want to be so serious in love any more. Sad thing.

spot an interesting guy in office!

Decide what to give for my office people before I leave. Need time to pick up staff.

Youth are always fans for fast food.

 On the way to back hometown, alone, with long skirt and a take away scone.

 

A corner of university college.
A nice morning.

The day going to have exam. And,
I didn't bring pen.
Spent money to buy pencil and sharpener on the spot.

Chatime and Kinokuniya.
 Satisfied.

The "fast food" in our uni-college.
Save so many uni students' stomach when rushing to class.

Path way to class.
This is Malaysia's specialize, surround by green.

The heart feel for love

They are all so cute.

The guy who with pink chic when his "her" is there.

The girl who nervous for every detail of her "him".

They are all innocent and cute and sweet.

And, I do not have my "him".

I am not feeling lonely. I am really happy for my friends who have so deep feeling of love in their young time.

Just may be I am too childish (or too old) to feel for the feeling. I am curious too, for the day, how I would think of a guy every time.
Mood swing for him.
Think of him.
Guess what he is thinking.
Want to share to him.

... ...

Too shy to say

Got many thing to tell. Wish to say thank you, wish to apology, wish to tell you how much I appreciate you. But, I am too shy. Too shy to tell you that. My tongue become so clumsy and my brain is lack of words when I want to say that.

Thank you, I really appreciate you appear in my life.

Thank you God put you all in my life.

Year 3 of Degree

Addicted to one guy's posts on Instagram.

I never addicted to Wifi. However, this times, I cough every chance to connect to Wifi, on Insta to just see his latest post.

His posts had bring me so many inspiration, thank you.

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Anywhere, new sems had started for two weeks. It's do tiring. I don't means that I don't like it or it's boring. It's just because it is so meaningful and make me want to be serious with it, so make me so tiring. 

I feel like want to challenge new thing. I not aim for high score, I just want to challenge myself to see how am I thinking. What is my limitation? How this help me?

And, all of this, not to prove my ability, not to proud of myself. It is for to help me have a better way of thinking and let me be more serious and responsible to my life.

I likes my friends. Sure I likes them. Just...I could not integrate into them. We share different values, habits, and hobbies.

"You need to come out from your shell."

I knew it. But it is very hard when I don't want to be like them. I am so scare that I will be transform or at least affect by them. I don't know what I will become...

But they still nice person.

21 years old

21 years old.

I have come to 21 years old today. 21. So fast. Yes, I can't wait for it until today, but I still feel it is so fast to drawn here.

I think I really become old. I don't want to celebrate or hang out with friend today. Alone at home, reading, imaging, receive a lot of blessing from friends via internet and phone is good enough.

Thank you for all the blessings It make me feel I have been loved and care from so many people. Thank you.

Hi, 21.

Bye 20.

It is a new starting for me.

Closer and closer to God because God loves me and knows me first.

My sunglasses

My first sun glasses, my sis bought it for me.

Is iron material and in sea green colour.

I love it~

My sister said before: who look nice while wearing sunglasees means their eyes are not look good.

And this year birthday, she gave me this...

I get what you means, I think...

谨守

从信仰研讨大会回来，真的有许多的学习和反省。在生活上要更谨慎地检验自己。

一直以来都忽略圣灵的动工。虽然嘴上没说，但是心里会想“我理解能力还真不错”，能够明白并接受纯正的道理。我根本忽略了若不是神的恩典，若不是神先爱人、怜悯人，没有人能得救。

另外，也看见若不是以圣经为基础，人真的能提出千万种千奇百怪的看法、姿态去处理信仰的去处理逼迫。但是到根本，其实只有两条路，不是顺服神就是违背甚至背叛神。

圣经是权威，归正，回到圣经。

我是认真的，不是因为营会而一时的热忱。在大学的确多次的面对许多小小的试探。非信徒朋友说看我面像就是个会聚财的，以后会很有钱。我很肯定地告诉他们，一定不会，因为若神赐个我多于我所需的，那一定是神要用到，是要奉献给神使用的。在大学认识了在设计界有一定资历及地位的教授，告诉了我们当设计师的各种好处，甚至是进入高级社会、月入百万的真实情况。感谢神，圣灵在我心中动工，我谨记，我是奉献给神的，我的好处不在神以外，顺服神不顺服人是应当的。

June's conclusion

The restaurant below my appartment, "That Place La".

Their carrot cake is just nice for the price! And, the boss is always kind. Sometime will get some free food.

Small space, but just nice to let you sit with one or two of your good friends.

不要迷恋姐，姐只是一个传说。 =w=

Don't admire me, I am a legend.

June, I learned to enjoy simple things with little bit changing of the environment, or may be should say, changing the viewing point.

I was a girl quiet lively, noisy. But I found out, I quiet enjoy silent. And, may be you cannot believe, I enjoy sitting with my friends but talk nothing. We can enjoy the surrounding, the food, the music together, and it is not awkward.

Hei, I joined basketball society for few weeks. I must say, I like it so much. Not only like to play basketball, but the people in the society are also quiet nice. Friendly and funny. The coach is also gentle and funny!

Important Days

20February2014
12:27am
Win one time from Bun

25March2014
11:08pm
First time PG praise

不会说出口

最近很喜欢一个漫画《堀与宫村》，（Horimiya）。

漫画里有一个配角，名字叫吉川由纪。这个女生，很爽朗。但是，她真正想得到的东西，却绝对不会轻易说出口。心里想的“喜欢”、“想要”也绝对不会说出口。所以，由纪喜欢的东西大多离她去了。

我也是。绝对不会轻易让别人知道。因为害羞。因为没有勇气。因为没有与别人争夺的自信。不想说出来。如果是要自己努力争取的，那样又能守护至多久呢？该是我的，就算不用我说，也会在我身边的。

因为这样别扭的性子，我的母亲一定受了很多苦吧？ 每次想要母亲关怀宠爱的时候，只会默默等待而不是主动告诉她我的需要、隐忍。如果没有实现我的愿望，又会生闷气不理人。这样一想，我的母亲该是多么委屈，竟然忍受了我那么多年。

最近，开始在意一个男生。因为在意，所以留意。因为这样注视着他，发现了他喜欢的女生。然后我的第一个反应是，给他更多接触那女生的机会。

我真的是一个连争取也懒惰的人。或者，我根本没有被疼爱的自信。总觉得，没有人会喜欢我的。被照顾了，会觉得不好意思。

也不会去怪别人，根本就是自己的性子有点扭曲。反而担心给别人添了不少麻烦吧？呵呵，就是这样不讨喜呢……

“反正对我来说，应该不会很重要吧？”

“我可能没有想象中那么喜欢吧？”

“没关系的，我还有其他东西。”

这些下意识的想法什么时候才会离我远去？

My lazy & leisure days

My friend, Amanda snap my weird face and edit for me, and, it become the photo i got the most "like" on fb.

Me and Amada wearing jeans today!

God knows the best.

God knows the best.

I didn't think that my family is a perfect family before. I don't have a rich family. My family need to plan very well for the money. (That's why my family members very good in mathematics? XD) I have a father who always nagging. I have a mother who always disturb me when I am busy. I have a brother who always assign me to do household duties. I have a sister who same size with me, and we need to share all our thing together.

However, I think they are the only people who can bear my temper (hot and impulse temper) when living with me in a small space. My father likes to buy junk food for me, and he only flighty to me (=^o^=). My mother said, "How should I live if one day you leave me". My brother is that one tries to calm down when we all are in an argue. My sister is that one helps every family members attack the enemy.

God knows the best. He put us in a family that is the best for each of us. It's very easy for us to examine the sins on our family members and also ourselves too. And of course the family members also help us to realize our sins. Grace of God is enough for every believers.

And now, I would say, my family is the best family, because God creates it.

My father is the one train me to pray, wherever I am.

My mother is the one bring me to church, teach me love my church by her own model.

And there are many people appear in my life. God have His willing on them and me.

Thank you God, He always have His own mercy everywhere in my life. Thank you God for my family.