Youth are always fans for fast food.

 On the way to back hometown, alone, with long skirt and a take away scone.

 

A corner of university college.
A nice morning.

The day going to have exam. And,
I didn't bring pen.
Spent money to buy pencil and sharpener on the spot.

Chatime and Kinokuniya.
 Satisfied.

The "fast food" in our uni-college.
Save so many uni students' stomach when rushing to class.

Path way to class.
This is Malaysia's specialize, surround by green.

The heart feel for love

They are all so cute.

The guy who with pink chic when his "her" is there.

The girl who nervous for every detail of her "him".

They are all innocent and cute and sweet.

And, I do not have my "him".

I am not feeling lonely. I am really happy for my friends who have so deep feeling of love in their young time.

Just may be I am too childish (or too old) to feel for the feeling. I am curious too, for the day, how I would think of a guy every time.
Mood swing for him.
Think of him.
Guess what he is thinking.
Want to share to him.

... ...

Too shy to say

Got many thing to tell. Wish to say thank you, wish to apology, wish to tell you how much I appreciate you. But, I am too shy. Too shy to tell you that. My tongue become so clumsy and my brain is lack of words when I want to say that.

Thank you, I really appreciate you appear in my life.

Thank you God put you all in my life.

Year 3 of Degree

Addicted to one guy's posts on Instagram.

I never addicted to Wifi. However, this times, I cough every chance to connect to Wifi, on Insta to just see his latest post.

His posts had bring me so many inspiration, thank you.

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Anywhere, new sems had started for two weeks. It's do tiring. I don't means that I don't like it or it's boring. It's just because it is so meaningful and make me want to be serious with it, so make me so tiring. 

I feel like want to challenge new thing. I not aim for high score, I just want to challenge myself to see how am I thinking. What is my limitation? How this help me?

And, all of this, not to prove my ability, not to proud of myself. It is for to help me have a better way of thinking and let me be more serious and responsible to my life.

I likes my friends. Sure I likes them. Just...I could not integrate into them. We share different values, habits, and hobbies.

"You need to come out from your shell."

I knew it. But it is very hard when I don't want to be like them. I am so scare that I will be transform or at least affect by them. I don't know what I will become...

But they still nice person.

21 years old

21 years old.

I have come to 21 years old today. 21. So fast. Yes, I can't wait for it until today, but I still feel it is so fast to drawn here.

I think I really become old. I don't want to celebrate or hang out with friend today. Alone at home, reading, imaging, receive a lot of blessing from friends via internet and phone is good enough.

Thank you for all the blessings It make me feel I have been loved and care from so many people. Thank you.

Hi, 21.

Bye 20.

It is a new starting for me.

Closer and closer to God because God loves me and knows me first.

My sunglasses

My first sun glasses, my sis bought it for me.

Is iron material and in sea green colour.

I love it~

My sister said before: who look nice while wearing sunglasees means their eyes are not look good.

And this year birthday, she gave me this...

I get what you means, I think...

谨守

从信仰研讨大会回来，真的有许多的学习和反省。在生活上要更谨慎地检验自己。

一直以来都忽略圣灵的动工。虽然嘴上没说，但是心里会想“我理解能力还真不错”，能够明白并接受纯正的道理。我根本忽略了若不是神的恩典，若不是神先爱人、怜悯人，没有人能得救。

另外，也看见若不是以圣经为基础，人真的能提出千万种千奇百怪的看法、姿态去处理信仰的去处理逼迫。但是到根本，其实只有两条路，不是顺服神就是违背甚至背叛神。

圣经是权威，归正，回到圣经。

我是认真的，不是因为营会而一时的热忱。在大学的确多次的面对许多小小的试探。非信徒朋友说看我面像就是个会聚财的，以后会很有钱。我很肯定地告诉他们，一定不会，因为若神赐个我多于我所需的，那一定是神要用到，是要奉献给神使用的。在大学认识了在设计界有一定资历及地位的教授，告诉了我们当设计师的各种好处，甚至是进入高级社会、月入百万的真实情况。感谢神，圣灵在我心中动工，我谨记，我是奉献给神的，我的好处不在神以外，顺服神不顺服人是应当的。