A Happy Day!

Received my 1st birthday present of this year! Is a pocory toy from my dear sis!!!!

Dear sis! I love it so sosososososo much!!!!!

on the motor!

my lunch!

And to night going to stay on Tabor mountain!!!! Will have a super nice stary sky there!!!

The best thing happened today is...you sms me!!!!

I'm glad you came!

I'm glad you came! Really!


And now, the curtain was low down.
All was coming to an ending.
Gladness, thankful and learning.

If it possible you love me? at the same time I love you?

stay out McDonald

McDonald, students second home. Fast food culture.

Burned the midnight oil in McDonald with the crazy friends ^ ^

Escape from assignment...

J_ST

S_RRY?

Q_ _ET.

N_V_R      _G_ __N.

_LL     G_N_.

MYS_LF.

_T'S    _K.

I don't want to know any more. Don't call me again. Yes, I am escape cowardly.
May be what we need not the person, is just the relationship.
I feel fear in this relationship, so just stop. May be we all take this too important.
So, let me be the bystander. I don't want join in any more.
May be it'll be lonely, but at least will not sad.

我哪有那么可爱？

从朋友那里拿到的照片。是我朋友拍的。我只能感叹，不愧是读设计的人，角度很好，颜色调得不错。真实的我哪有那么可爱？？？！！！


不过谁不喜欢被称赞呢？既然我朋友能把我变得还不错看，放上来晒晒也不错~呵呵~

20岁的得失

寂地在《踮脚张望的时光》里说——每个真心话说出来都是大冒险。

19岁的我在阅读这本小说的时候，一直以为自己明白这句话，觉得小说里的女孩魏斌新词强说愁。直到现在，才明白，这句话、那种隐藏在词语之间的哀愁，不是谁的错，是环境、是事情，我们寻找最贴切的文字形容自己的心情，得出来的结论。

当我真正体会这句话的时候，我正经历着“失去”。

我以为无话不谈，大家都会快乐，熟料经惹来那么多麻烦。

才发现，20岁竟然已经苍老。我们不再是可以胡闹、任性、尽情畅说的年纪。因为少了孩子的单纯直接；少了年少的轻狂肝胆。

但是，我们同时也是获得许多的。岁月赠与我们意外的礼物。我们学会隐忍，学会冷静自恃，学会独自思考，学会不悲天悯人，学会君子以自强不息，学会处惊不变，学会失去，得到真正能够相伴的朋友。

然后，我们发现我们在不知不觉间已经蜕变。或许有点陌生，但是细心地体会、回忆，你会珍惜，你会感激。无论过往谁是谁非，今天的你，已经成长。

我们还有什么可怨？我们该怨谁呢？世界如此灿烂，若你在灰暗的角落里蹉跎不前，分明是自己为难了自己。

Friendship

Friendship is ridiculous.

You will always get a friend unconsciously,
and lose a friend unconsciously too.

mysterious, right?

The difficulty is, people always don't speak out when there is problem.
Then, each other lose the opportunity to explain and reconcile.

If you really think don't speak out is better,
then,
try to stand on your friend's point of view to think.
Believe your friends.
If they did something you don't like,
there must be a reason.


There are too many misunderstanding between me and some friends.
I tried to get opportunity to explain.
But, since you did not reply my message,
you don't want to talk to me or talk about this.
Then, no choice.
If you still take me as a friend,
I hope you try to understand me.
Look at the facts, please.

I was not lazy, irresponsible and shirk responsibility.
See, I tried to did my jobs.
Just you rejected not means I didn't did.

What can I hate?

Is "don't know" a false?
Or is "I can't do it" a false?
I can't. I don't know how to do it nicely.
Why spoke that?
May be I give you a wrong image of mine from the first time.
Yes, I allow people make fun of me.
But, I am not lowly.
I also will get hurted and feel sad.
I also will feel angry and feel like want to satire, scold you.
But I choose to not scold,not fight, not to show my anger(I tried).
Not because of you are my friends.(I doubt did you take me as a friend)
Just because I am a Christian.
I should not hate, even just inside heart. It is sin.
Yes, I am always happy but it doesn't mean I'm not sensitive.
May be I'm more sensitive than you (just may be)
I'm impulse.
I sure I will take revenge even kill a person if I'm not a Christian.
Where can I evade the sin?
Human's moral is can't compare with the holiness of God.
God, why love me?
How can I hate a person when I knew God forgive and save a person like me?
I know what I did. I can look like kind and good.
However, God know me.
And God still love me.
Thankful.
And what I can hate for?
No.
No one should I hate.
The one I angry was myself.
Why I did that? Why I crime? It is a never end war between Christian and sin.

Si Kecil

"Hei! Kecil, mana pergi???"

...= =...

The friendly guard said when I was waiting my friend near the guardhouse.

"Hello, Kecil~!"

...This was when I back...

Kecil???!!! Even not like a cat, like a mouse!


Today happened so many things. My heart rate was like keep up and down!

T-shirt printing discount success!
Saw lecturer in shopping center and try to stalk but fail.
Si Kecil case.
Apple and Taro pie!!!

RainDrop

Quiet morning, alone in the living room doing assignment, the rain accompany me, I'm not lonely.

Enjoy <Raindrop> from IU when cleaning after breakfast. After that, time to go to college. Bye~

If I have you on this road leading to that place

Although I'll get wet, still it's good.

from lyric <Rain drop> of IU.

Share a Sweet Song

Remember I had introduce an enjoyable song which suitable to enjoy it when you are rushing assignment?
http://kiwicircus-circus.blogspot.com/2013/05/all-abuot-your-heart.html

I addicted to an sweet song recently. It is a Korean song name Nagging from IU and Seulong.

It wasn't a new song. I think it was broadcasted in 2010. The lyric is so cute and sweet!!! I just can't drive out the two cute couples in my imagination.

Here is the song. To all people who are in love and people who desire love.

Here was the lyric. 

IU 아이유 ft 2AM Seulong - Nagging 잔소리 Lyrics

>>HANGUL

늦게 다니지 좀 마
술은 멀리 좀 해봐
열 살짜리 애처럼 말을 안 듣니

정말 웃음만 나와
누가 누굴 보고 아이라 하는지
정말 웃음만 나와

싫은 얘기 하게 되는 내 맘을 몰라
좋은 얘기만 나누고 싶은 내 맘을 몰라
그만할까? 그만하자

하나부터 열까지 다 널 위한 소리
내 말 듣지 않는 너에게는 뻔한 잔소리
그 만하자 그만 하자
사랑하기만 해도 시간 없는데

머리 아닌 가슴으로 하는 이야기
니가 싫다 해도 안 할 수가 없는 이야기
그만하자 그만하자
너의 잔소리만 들려

밥은 제 때 먹는지
여잔 멀리 하는지
온 종일을 네 옆에 있고 싶은데
내가 그 맘인거야
주머니 속에 널 넣고 다니면
정말 행복할 텐데

둘이 아니면 안되는 우리 이야기
누가 듣는다면 놀려대고 웃을 이야기
그만할까? 그만하자

하나부터 열까지 다 널 위한 소리
내 말 듣지 않는 너에게는 뻔한 잔소리
그만하자 그만하자
사랑하기만 해도 시간 없는데

머 리 아닌 가슴으로 하는 이야기
니가 싫다 해도 안 할 수가 없는 이야기
그만하자 그만하자
나의 잔소리가 들려?

눈 에 힘을 주고 겁을 줘봐도
내겐 그저 귀여운 얼굴
이럴래 자꾸(자꾸 너) 더는 못 참고(참고 나)
정말 화낼지 몰라

사랑하다 말거라면 안 할 이야기

>>ROMANIZATION

neutge daniji jom ma
sureun meolli jom haebwa
yeol saljjari aecheoreom mareul an deutni

jeongmal useumman nawa
nuga nugul bogo aira haneunji
jeongmal useumman nawa

sirheun yaegi hage doeneun nae mameul molla
joheun yaegiman nanugo sipeun nae mameul molla
geumanhalkka? geumanhaja

hanabuteo yeolkkaji da neol wihan sori
nae mal deutji annneun neoegeneun ppeonhan jansori
geu manhaja geuman haja
saranghagiman haedo sigan eomneunde

meori anin gaseumeuro haneun iyagi
niga sirta haedo an hal suga eomneun iyagi
geumanhaja geumanhaja
neoui jansoriman deullyeo

babeun je ttae meongneunji
yeojan meolli haneunji
on jongireul ne yeope itgo sipeunde
naega geu mamingeoya
jumeoni soge neol neoko danimyeon
jeongmal haengbokhal tende

duri animyeon andoeneun uri iyagi
nuga deutneundamyeon nollyeodaego useul iyagi
geumanhalkka? geumanhaja

hanabuteo yeolkkaji da neol wihan sori
nae mal deutji annneun neoegeneun ppeonhan jansori
geumanhaja geumanhaja
saranghagiman haedo sigan eomneunde

meo ri anin gaseumeuro haneun iyagi
niga sirta haedo an hal suga eomneun iyagi
geumanhaja geumanhaja
naui jansoriga deullyeo?

nun e himeul jugo geobeul jwobwado
naegen geujeo gwiyeoun eolgul
ireollae jakku(jakku neo) deoneun mot chamgo(chamgo na)
jeongmal hwanaelji molla

saranghada malgeoramyeon an hal iyagi

>>TRANSLATION
Stop being out so late
Try not to drink so often
You don't listen to me like a 10 year old child

I can only laugh
Who are you calling a child?
Really, I can only laugh

You don't know how it feels for me to say these things
You don't know that I only want to say nice things to you
Should I stop? Let's stop

From one to ten, they're all words for you
But since you don't listen to me, it's only nagging to you
Let's stop, let's stop
There's not even enough time to just love

A story told by the heart, not the mind
Stories that I can't help but tell you even if you hate them
Let's stop, let's stop
I only hear your nagging

Are you eating at the right time
Are you staying away from girls
I want to be beside you all day
That's how I feel
If I could keep you in my pocket
I'd be really happy

Our story where we can only be two
A story that would make someone laugh if they heard
Should I stop? Let's stop

From one to ten, they're all words for you
But since you don't listen to me, it's only nagging to you
Let's stop, let's stop
There's not even enough time to just love

A story told by the heart, not the mind
Stories that I can't help but tell you even if you hate them
Let's stop, let's stop
I only hear your nagging

Even if you glare and try to scare me
Your face is just too cute to me
Are you going to keep this up? (You) I can't hold back anymore
I really might get angry

A story that wouldn't be told if we were to give up love
The sound of my heart that thinks only of you
Even if you're angry, even if you shout
Your nagging is just so sweet to me

A story that can only be told if we love
But since you don't listen to me, it's only nagging to you
Let's stop, let's stop
But trust my feelings

Wish you enjoy <3 !

SAD & ANGRY but not REVENGE.

I always keep asking myself when something happened. I will take a long time to think was my false or the false was on others. However, whoever false was it, we can angry, but should not revenge, even it is just a small revenge.

No time to emo

Last month for assignment.
May be because of pressure, always frustrated and moody.
Sometimes feel lonely, like no one hearing what I was talking.
However, no time to emo, no time to blame.
Keep work on! Fighting!